Since November 2017, we have been trying to sell our old house. At that time we bought a new house and made a deal that we thought was going to make a quick and easy sale of our old house. Fast forward to today and we still own both properties and we are struggling to complete a sale. Needless to say, this has been stressful for us.
Long story short, there have been countless delays of various reasons. Yesterday was supposed to be our closing date, for reasons that I’m still not completely clear on, it didn’t happen. This lead to an anger-fueled emotional breakdown that I have not had for quite some time. Both of us were at our lowest and darkest places.
But, we did survive the night and now we need a fresh new outlook. What we have been doing before hasn’t worked. I’m typing this up in hopes of purging out that negativity that has been trapped inside and refocusing on what I want. I’m putting it out into the universe that I’m ready for something new. I’m open and I’m receptive for what I need to do.
I need to focus on my priorities. First and foremost, I need this house to be sold. Secondly, I need enough money to pay off our credit card debt. Lastly, any extra funds will be used to pay back my Mom who has been beyond generous in her help to get to this point.
I don’t want to blame others anymore. I just want to move forward. I want to be rid of this house and start going down this new path that has been placed in front of us. I want to be free of the pain and negativity of the last few days. In writing this I am exorcizing it all out of me, I don’t need this anger anymore. I accept what has come before and I am ready for the change.